Isaiah 60:1-6 Matthew 2:1-12
Have you ever had a “wake up call”? … A moment when you realize that something about your life needs to change?
I had a little one just this past week while we were visiting with Carrie’s family in Illinois. As usual, I took a book along with me to the farm…. You know, to enjoy reading in the quiet evenings when the children were asleep and there was no housework to do. But as often happens, I didn’t even get around to pulling it out of my bag.
It wasn’t that I was busy with family plans or that the children had sleeping issues that kept me occupied. I simply got caught up in watching movies and football games and the odd game of solitaire on the computer … and the free time got used up. It’s the sort of thing that often seems to happen when I’m on vacation.
When
I got home, I found an email notification from the library that the book was
overdue which wouldn’t really have been a problem except … except that this is
the third or fourth time that I have gotten a notice like that for this same
book. I have been checking it out,
renewing it, returning it, and checking it out again for about five months now
… and I’m only about halfway through.
And I realized as I read that message that it’s not the book or my
schedule that have made the reading take so long. I have simply been spending too much time …
wasting too much time in front of the TV and the computer.
So,
I have made a resolution this year to watch less and play less and read
more. Not such a momentous change, I’ll
grant you, but I hope that it helps to engage my mind and add richness to my
days.
When
we all went to the same college, our friendship and our conversations
continued. After college, though, our
paths went separate ways. Tim and I both
went into Brethren Volunteer Service.
Ryan went out to do his Mormon mission.
Let
me be clear that I had and have no judgmental feelings about the Church of
Latter Day Saints. I have known many
members of that faith, and I have found them to be good people for the most
part. If they are different from the
rest of us, in my experience it is only because on the whole they tend to be
kinder and healthier than the average American.
If
you have met Mormons on mission, I am sure that it has probably been when you
have answered your door and unsuspectingly found two young men dressed in black
pants and white shirts with name tags on their chest, questions in their eyes,
and backpacks full of The Book of Mormon.
These young men spend a year walking the streets of cities and town
across the country knocking on doors, sharing their faith, and inviting others
to join them. At least that is how it is
supposed to work. Typically, I expect,
they spend a good deal more time walking and knocking and less time sharing
since many people prefer not to answer the door when they see who it is.
Ryan’s
experience was somewhat different. He
did his mission in Korea, and in preparation he through nine months of
intensive study, learning language and customs and delving more deeply into the
teachings of the church. Thus equipped,
he spent two years in Korea where he walked the streets, knocked on doors, and
shared his faith.
The
first Christmas after he returned, the three of us got together to catch
up. As usual, we feel back into each
other’s company easily, and we chatted easily about the past. Eventually, we got around to sharing stories
of the past few years, and that’s when I noticed the change. Ryan was much more guarded than he had been
about his thoughts. As he shared, we
discovered that he had exchanged up his long-held political aspirations for a
desire to return to less developed world and join in his church’s development
and assistance work. Visiting so many
different homes, experiencing a different kind of hospitality, and seeing so
many different kinds of need had birthed a new passion in his heart. He had, as he put it, “woken up and seen the
light.” It had changed him … changed the
meaning of his life, and he was committed to following where the light led.
Three
other men who followed a light are celebrated around the world every year on
this Sunday. The official name of the
day is Epiphany – a celebration of the revelation of Christ to the world. In many places it’s called Three Kings Day –
a much more direct name for recognizing the gift-bearing visitors from the
East.
The
holiday includes all different kinds of traditions ranging from small shoes
placed outside the door for treats to special cakes with prizes baked right in
to parades with elaborate floats.
However the day is marked, it focuses on the arrival of the three kings
(or, more accurately, three wise men) who traveled for years to find and
worship the new king that was born in Bethlehem. We honor them and remember their gifts, and
then we leave them behind as we move on out of the Christmas season and into
the new year.
I
have been wondering this year how their lives changed. Here were three wise men who watched the
skies and read prophesies and noticed that something big was happening. That doesn’t make them particularly notable
though … nothing worth the celebrations they receive each year. There were many, many other such men
scattered around the ancient world – men who were very learned and whose
knowledge had earned them fame and riches.
They were part of a group that practiced an art that was ancient before
the time of Moses – a group that studied prophesies and the movements of the
heavens in order to divine the future, and there would have been others who
would have read the same signs and reached the same conclusions as these three.
No,
it wasn’t their knowledge or insight that made them special. It was the fact that they made the
journey. None of the others packed up
and trekked off to Bethlehem, but these three did. Something shook them out of their everyday
lives. Something woke them up to the
great transformation that was coming into the world, and they dropped
everything else that they were doing.
They left behind all their other work.
They left behind their homes and their families (perhaps even their
kingdoms if they really were kings). And
they followed the star rising in the West.
I
have trouble understanding how or why they would have done that. It seems unbelievable that they would have
left so much behind simply to discover if their predictions were true – even
when those predictions pointed to an event that might transform the world. I don’t think I would have done it, not
without a greater sense of certainty.
But then again, my passion lies with my family, the needs close at hand,
and our lives together. Perhaps their
passions had a greater scope and that’s what led them to undertake their quest.
Whatever
their reasons, these three extraordinary men followed the light of the star and
discovered the baby Jesus … and wonder.
I can’t imagine that they went back to their homes unchanged. They had traveled for years. They had been invited into the humble home of
the greatest king to walk the earth.
They had heard the voice of God speaking to them. Their lives must have been different …
richer. I imagine that as they looked
around them with a sense of fresh wonder in their wise old eyes, as they saw
the world in a new and different way, I imagine they felt like they had finally
woken up.
Many
of us have lived our entire lives bathed in that light. We have heard the stories of Jesus life again
and again. We have listened to Sunday
School teachers and preachers talk about the teachings of Christ every
Sunday. We have been encouraged over and
over to leave behind the habits of the world and follow the call to live
differently. And it has all become
unremarkable – become no more than the background of our lives – because it has
always been there. Living in the light
of the good news – immersed in the promise of Christ’s love – we don’t see the
wonder of it all very well.
We
move in and out of Christmas, celebrating the coming of the light of life, but we
are not moved by it all very often. We
enjoy the gatherings of family and friends … the sharing of gifts … the singing
of hymns in candlelight. And then we put
away the decorations and return to our day-to-day living without much having
changed.
I think that we (all of us) could use something of a “wake up call” – something to retune our senses so that we can see the light anew. Or maybe we don’t need anything to wake us up. Maybe we just need to rediscover a sense of passion.
Passion
called the wise men to the journey.
Passion
moved Ryan to embrace the needs of people living half a world away.
Passion
once inspired each of us to embrace the commitment of discipleship.
Let us make a resolution this year – each one of us … and all of us together. Let us recommit ourselves to fully embracing the promise of Christ’s new way of living … to exploring what it really means for our lives … to taking it in and living it out. Maybe, in the process, we’ll find ourselves kneeling before the Christ child and we will arise changed and awakened to joy and wonder.
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