I have a question easy to ask, but
likely hard to answer.
Do you believe in miracles?
Yes?
No?
I’m not going to venture who among you
would say yes and who would say no. But I would venture to guess that among
you, there is what I like to call a “but” response. These but responses are very common
among us, I believe.
Do you believe in miracles? “Yes, but…”
Do you believe in miracles? “No, but…”
Do you believe in miracles?
Miracles are tricky things to talk about
in a Western Christian context. Add to
that a largely Protestant dismissiveness of mystery and a twenty-first century
skepticism and rationalism, it is easy to leave the miracles stories in the
bible as nice fairy tales, but not things to hitch our hopes on.
When we encounter miracle stories--when
we talk about the presence of these stories in our sacred text-- it is, for me,
spoken with reservation.
Because our belief or lack of belief in
miracles points to something.
It points to how we see God working in
the world. It points to what we do or do
not believe is possible in the natural realm.
It points to how and what we put our faith in.
And we are nervous to share those
possibilities with other people. Either
our church folk won’t appreciate our rational doubts, or our non-church friends
will feel we are too…
I was presented with this…
In Allegheny Mennonite Conference there
is a new church plant in Pittsburgh. It
is made up entirely of immigrants from the south Asian countries of Nepal and
Bhutan. You may remember a couple of
years ago, a prayer request went out to pray for a baby named Simran. Simran was born and not expected to
live. Her parents along with other
sisters and brothers in the congregation gathered around Simran and prayed over
Simran and waited on Simran and blessed Simran.
The doctors had said there was little
hope.
Simran is alive and well today. Was it a miracle? Was it the prayers?
Then at the Allegheny Conference
delegate gathering last October, Simran’s parents brought her to the meeting. Simran was well beyond the age when most
young children walk, but she showed no signs of being able to. Her parents asked for prayers, prayers to
strengthen little Simran’s legs, to help her walk.
The delegate body gathered around Simran
and her parents, laid their hands on them and prayed.
We received word that the next day,
Simran, who showed no previous ability to walk, took a step. And then another. And Simran walked.
Why did this happen? How did it happen?
I think what blocks me from fully
embracing the possibility of miracles iswhy do some people get them, and some
people don’t? It’s the question Torin’s
dad posed recently when preaching on Job…why do bad things happen to good
people?
Why didn’t a miracle happen to those who
died in the mudslide in Seattle, or the jetliner from Malaysia? Why weren’t fervent prayers for a miracle
answered by the mother who watched her young son die from leukemia, or answered
by the young man who watched his partner die of AIDS?
These are the questions that have, in
the past, bound me up and prevented me from embracing the possibilities of
miracles.
I posed this question to my virtual
community on Facebook. I sometimes post
things to generate conversation that might help me process my sermon. So I simply asked “Do you believe in
miracles?” Here are some of the answers:
“Yes”
“No”
“Anything is possible”
“absolutely. Yet....I think that the miracle is in that we see what is
already in place and happening”
"no. I believe in miraculous events, wonders seen and unseen, unexplainable
phenomena and grace. But supernatural interventions are never going to be my
thing because they are too hitched to a cosmology I don't follow."
"Yes. I believe creation is full of mysteries I will never comprehend, and
some of those mysteries are miraculous."
"I believe life is miraculous on so many levels that it feels magical and
unexplainable. I believe when incredibly good things happen to us…and being
unexpected or unexplainable, we call it a miracle. But when something tragic
happens that we can't explain, we don't call it a miracle."
"Miracles are everywhere, constant and ingrained in every cell of our body
and every wee atom."
I loved all these answers. And yet
one, from our very own Elesha Coffman, who is now a professor of church history
at the Dubuque Seminary responded to the question Do you believe in miracles
with the following: Yes, but I’d say they are best glimpsed by not staring
straight at them sort of like the Pleiades”.
She then attached a link to a question forum where someone asked the
question
“I've noticed that the
Pleiades but when I look directly at the constellation, it suddenly goes dim
and it's more difficult to make out the individual stars.” The Pleiades are a seven star cluster that is
in the constellation Taurus. But many
have found that the clearest way to see these stars are not by looking directly
at them, but to look around them, or to use your peripheral vision. Once you try to look directly at them, head
on, squinty to see the detail, it all goes fuzzy.
The answer to this
question has to do with eye structure, which one respondent went into great
detail about. It’s about how we use the
rods and cones in our eyes. The cones in
our eyes are greatly sensitive to color and work best in bright light. This contrasts the works of rods which are
more effective in low light conditions.
These rods are located off the center of our retina, meaning we see more
clearly at night when looking not at
the center or straight on. This is
called “averted vision.”
So what Elesha was
pointing to, and a way that helps me look
at these miracle stories of Jesus is embracing this averted vision. Not
averting as in looking away, but averting as looking around, or looking from a
different perspective in the darkness…in the space around the object, the
stars, the miracle.
Our rational mind wants to
read the miracle stories, or think about miracles in how the story and the
action bumps up and challenges our conventional thinking of the physical. Or we look at the story and hold it up as a
biblical truth that validates our traditional thinking of spiritual
truths. So would it mean to look at the
miracle stories, not looking at them straight on, but glimpsing them
indirectly?
Let’s look at our miracle
story today, the raising of Lazarus, with this averted vision.
I like that this all goes
down in the dark, so already, we are using a different sort of vision, aren’t
we? Getting those rods in gear. If we look around the story, we will take our
focus off of Lazarus for a moment and the miracles that happened to him and
looking at the side at the mysterious miraculous things going on.
And so much goes on in
this story, my friend.
My favorite thing that
happens is that here Martha gets a chance to redeem her scarred reputation as a
whirling dervish who was too busy to sit by Jesus’ feet where Mary was. You remember.
Martha, Martha. Why do you bustle
about when you could sit here?
Well, here it is Martha’s doing that gets something done. She runs out into the dark, while Mary sits…you
guessed it…at home. Now I don’t mean to
diminish Mary here, but I have to say I’m glad Martha gets some good stuff her
way. This miracle story starts to
illumine when can action, busyness, assertiveness…be holy. When take our gaze away from looking directly at Lazarus, we see something about Jesus that we don’t come across much: his weeping. His being moved. Or as commentator David Howell says, here we witness “that even Jesus finds death horrible and gut-wrenching and real. What a relief that Jesus is moved to tears by our tears when we mourn. There is, as the book of Ecclesiastes tells us, "a time to mourn" (3:4). Apparently even for God.”
And I think that this averted sight can help us not just look at the goodness of miracles in a new way, but the pain of tragedy. When September 11 happened, many parents sought ways to protect their children from the horror of the event, but media made that challenging. Mr. Rogers was still alive at that time and he recounted something his mother told him as a child. When he would see some catastrophe on the newsreels at the movies (because Mr. Rogers didn’t have a TV until he was out of college), when he would feel scared by what he saw, his mother would tell him:
“Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.” To this day, he said, especially in times of “disaster,” I remember my mother’s words and I am always comforted by realizing that there are still so many helpers – so many caring people in this world…”They are often on the sidelines, but they are there. That’s where our focus should be.”
Even Mr. Rogers shares this wisdom. Look around, on the sidelines. Here you will see miracles taking place. Small miracles. Small acts of mercy.
When we started looking around the miracles, our eye sight changes. Or maybe it’s our heart. We may unbind the need to look at these stories as factual accounts, and begin to see them as stories that point to something else, maybe even something more amazing, more incredible, more miraculous.
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